I've been having these dreams recently about babies. In one of them I was pregnant, the other I was giving birth, and most recently I've actually held my little brown baby in my arms..holding her little body against mine. In all of the dreams I didn't feel scared, I didn't cry or scream. I was just in awww..of this miracle and was conscious of this little thing changing my whole world. As I awake I touch my belly praying to God that it's not true, that I'm not pregnant and that it was all a dream.
Curious to see what my dreams mean, and what God has been telling me as I'm asleep. I search online to see what having a baby meant. (usually represents a new beginning or a new creation in your life. It is generally very positive and indicates growth in your life!) Exciting stuff I must say, I'm all about new creations and new beginnings. But I must also say that with change comes hurt, frustration, disappointment and sadness.
Allot of Change has happen to me in the past week, and I'm scared. I felt as if I have been left open, vulnerable for the taking. But then something inside of me remembered and resulted back to my many dreams and I'm now feeling a bit better. I have to understand that God gives us all of our great possessions in life, and when he wants them back we have to be willing to let go. Maybe he wants to take them away from us to fix them, heal them make them better for you; or maybe he wants them out of your life all together. Whatever it may be we have to be willing to let go of things that weren't ours to begin with. God will provide he always does.
My head has been filled with so many thoughts over the past year. I've been through my deepest fear, lived to tell the story and I'm still a work in progress. Reaching out to God for help, understanding and encouragement. With the wisdom, support and love form my friends I'm taking the next steps forward in my life. Living in the present and not concentrating on what I don't have, and appreciating what I do have.
It's hard to start new again...but I feel refreshed like a Monday morning..the begging of the week, like a new born baby seeing light for the very first time. Like a little puppy embarking on a new toy that it just discovered; and as a strong willed women walking along side her best friend that has been there for her since day 1.
Curious to see what my dreams mean, and what God has been telling me as I'm asleep. I search online to see what having a baby meant. (usually represents a new beginning or a new creation in your life. It is generally very positive and indicates growth in your life!) Exciting stuff I must say, I'm all about new creations and new beginnings. But I must also say that with change comes hurt, frustration, disappointment and sadness.
Allot of Change has happen to me in the past week, and I'm scared. I felt as if I have been left open, vulnerable for the taking. But then something inside of me remembered and resulted back to my many dreams and I'm now feeling a bit better. I have to understand that God gives us all of our great possessions in life, and when he wants them back we have to be willing to let go. Maybe he wants to take them away from us to fix them, heal them make them better for you; or maybe he wants them out of your life all together. Whatever it may be we have to be willing to let go of things that weren't ours to begin with. God will provide he always does.
My head has been filled with so many thoughts over the past year. I've been through my deepest fear, lived to tell the story and I'm still a work in progress. Reaching out to God for help, understanding and encouragement. With the wisdom, support and love form my friends I'm taking the next steps forward in my life. Living in the present and not concentrating on what I don't have, and appreciating what I do have.
It's hard to start new again...but I feel refreshed like a Monday morning..the begging of the week, like a new born baby seeing light for the very first time. Like a little puppy embarking on a new toy that it just discovered; and as a strong willed women walking along side her best friend that has been there for her since day 1.
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New beginnings are here love! I thank the Lord for you and giving us each other to lift up and endure this together. You're right... we are works in progress. And with God as our author... to whom or what shall we fear?!
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