Broken

I finally did what I think I was suppose to do, something that had been in the back of my mind for months. I thought that when it happened everything would be better, a few tears but I wouldn't look back with regret or disappointment. I thought that I would feel this burden lifted off my shoulders, heart..something holding my down un-allowing me to reach my potential..but it was the complete opposite.

Love is so strong and real-true love is the strongest emotion I can even imagine. I'm hurt, afraid, and standing still un-able to move afraid that if I do you will walk away forever. i wish I could take back my words, my demeanor the way I said it...and just hug, love and kiss you like before. But instead you held open the door for me and said you'll call me lata.

It's Later and still no call, please forgive me and lets just Be..You and ME.

I'm Broken.